That feeling of being the only person in a room full of people.
That feeling of no matter what you do, you will never be good enough.
That feeling that if you disappeared today, no one would care or even notice.
These feelings are enough to cripple me. They're "lies" I am fed on a daily. Most days I am strong enough to mask it and push these feelings and hurt down, but every once in a while I am overwhelmed with never-ending tears and the pain is just so much that all I can do is sob for hours. I just...cannot wait for this hurt to end.
